There we go, unfollowed a load of instagrams that I find ‘triggering’
Yes, a load of them have recently turned vegan and are also deep into their eating disorder.
Yes, some of them are friends of mine.
No that doesn’t mean I hate animals or whatever else the many anons have sent me.
I really am in such a horrible place right now if its not obvious from my blog lately, and I can’t do anything without offending people. I am sick of everything right now.
I’m not rude. I actually have a few close friends that are vegan.
I don’t have anything against the people personally, but I do notice a lot of people using it as a way to restrict further and I constantly see people being forced into it by fear, which had happened to me on here A LOT, which IS rude. It then becomes unacceptable to be not vegan.
This whole things is ridiculous I hate this site sometimes.
Seriously fuck off
Is anyone here in recovery and NOT vegan??
It used to be frozen yogurt and cottage cheese and now everyone’s telling everyone that’s bad and literally the whole of my Instagram is vegan, drinking almond milk and eating salads
Legs ache all day and all night.
I google it.
Then panic, and I don’t know what to do anymore as I’m so sure it’s MS and that’s what’s bothering me and the doctors are not listening and I’m so scared
I find writing out my food diaries so tiresome, I really don’t enjoy it.
It actually makes it harder to eat too as writing it all down afterwards makes me feel so greedy and it makes me feel worse about myself? A few months ago I didn’t mind, but as I’ve been increasing I feel like it looks like I eat so much and it’s embaressing.
I don’t know, it’s my least favourite thing about treatment.